This July 4th, let's talk about freedom of speech. Are you using your voice to get what you want, or is your voice holding you back? Follow these tips to free your voice.
Knowing how to use your voice and own it is essential to public speaking and having effective communication skills. Is your voice serving you or undermining you? When communicating, is your voice in sync with your thoughts and feelings, or are you swimming upstream? It may be time to free your voice.
Here, I share my own story in finding, freeing and, eventually, owning my voice. It's a constant journey and I learn every day. I hope it is helpful in your own process towards vocal liberation.
Finding My Voice
As a kid, I had crippling social anxiety. I had plenty of close friends but in groups, I would clam up and couldn't be myself. But as a theater kid, I could be whoever I wanted to be onstage. I could play a role. There were rules we all had to follow, and they even told me what words to say. It was heavenly.
Even when I started directing theater, I played the role of theater director. The problem was that between shows, I lost my identity. That meant that I rarely took breaks between shows, often double booking myself and working 14-16 hour days all the time. In a rehearsal room, I knew who I was, but I lost my sense of self once I got out of my comfort zone. Being interviewed by the press or meeting with producers was harrowing. I didn't own my voice and I didn't know how to find it.
I was hiding behind my role as a theater director. It was time to leave my comfort zone and take a conscious break from theater. What happened after surprised me. Instead of going back to theater, my lifelong love, I became an entrepreneur instead. I found my voice through helping others free theirs. Helping others helped me help myself.
Freeing My Voice
We weren't taught how to interact with others. We think it should come naturally, but for me, I needed a technique to help me connect with others in a meaningful and authentic way.
Before I could look outside of myself and connect with others, I had to look inward. I needed to practice vulnerability and connection. For the first time, I started meditating and spending time alone. My father was a lifelong meditator, and we had dabbled in it in acting school, but I always thought I was supposed to turn off my thoughts before being able to "do it right". Since that was impossible, I always felt like a failure. I started using Headspace, an app which taught me that meditation is not about getting rid of thoughts. There is no "doing it right". Instead, it's about not judging yourself for having the thoughts in the first place. That is the practice.
I read The Artist's Way and took myself on dates alone. For the first time ever, I was asking myself what I wanted to do and I would do it. And yes, sometimes that meant being lazy and not doing anything. I started writing in the morning, which was cringeworthy at first, but helped me hear myself for the first time. My wants, needs and goals became clearer once I was able to listen amidst all the noise.
Once I was able to listen to myself without judgment (a constant struggle to this day), I could begin to look outward. In safe situations, I practiced connecting and letting down my guard. I practiced vulnerability by not filling the silences and by allowing myself to be quiet with others. It was extremely uncomfortable but I slowly got more comfortable in the discomfort. I made big physical changes, like dying my hair platinum and changing my wardrobe. Embracing Embodied Cognition made me feel more confident because I would appear more confident which would in turn made me feel more confident.
Owning My Voice
Communication is a muscle and like any skill, the more you do it the easier it gets. Before now I had been avoiding situations that made me feel uncomfortable. I was always terrified that I would spark a panic attack, and when you constantly live in a place of fear it's impossible to be present and connect with others. I started going to networking events nearly nightly. The simple act of taking ownership over my fears helped me to move through them, instead of constantly avoiding them.